Friday, April 25, 2008

100 facts

I stole this from jess, off facebook

100 Random Facts About Me

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
the heart shaped one on my left ankle came from an unfortunate biking accident where I ground my ankle against my gear shift, while rolling my bike into a ditch. Yes. it was painful having my ankle twisted around my frame, no I will not tell you what I was doing at the time of the accident which caused said accident. Thought if you know me, and I do tell you, you won't be surprised.

2. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
small, silver rectangular p.o.s.

3. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
folk, indie, anything by xavier rudd.

4. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
I was born in the morning, which defies all reason, cause I hate mornings.

5. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
to be back in oklahoma with my dsg.

6. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
...DSG. and bish, but only cause he's a sexy sexy brit.

7. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
...oooh thats tough, my dog. Probably. when she's cute and well behaved. When she's not, my silver bell anklet.

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
lily of the valley after a rainshower.

9. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Yes.

10. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
only late at night when I'm walking up the stairs. For some reason I have an unrational fear of being taken while on stairs. don't know why.

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME TO WEAR?
Amber, by Trilonka, by the Wind Rose Company.

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Dreads, long thick, dreads.

13. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
On the beach, somewhere cold, stoney and old.

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Coffee,nectar of the gods, giver of life.

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
pralines and dick.

16. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
-snerk- heheheh....uh...breakfast at the Hungry Frog.

17. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
Herzing College, more directly Marlene.

18.DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
several, but only the swear words.

19. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)?
Erm. No clue. I can tell you what the LAST gift was...my G.I hat with general star, from the DSG.

20. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
ehn... have, will again probably. Will avoid it if possible.

21. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
to their face, duh


22. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
69

23. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes

24. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
DSG's.

25. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST LATELY?
people talking on their cell phones while driving.

26. HAS ANYONE EVER SPIT ON U?
yes, and I promptly kicked thier ass.

27. YOUR WEAKNESSES
Chocolate, DSG, Bish, animals in pain and of course, these meme's.

28. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST JOB?
Dairy Queen

29. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Who hasn't...next

30. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
talking on the phone with DSG...currently still on the phone with him.

31. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
...prolly lipo, cause my jiggly pisses me off some days...only when I can't find comfy clothes though.

32. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
for teh lulz

33. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my tits

34. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
rumrunner.

35. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
unlimited plane tickets to anyone where I want...realistically, probably...I dunno my birthday is nine months away...ask me sooner to the end of november.

36. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
three

37. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
My astrological sign, n my grandmother

38. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
all the time

39. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
my right middle finger. I stick it up the most.

40. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
a couple of days ago when I had an emotional conversation with the dsg.

41. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
fuck yes.

42. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Mock Chicken

43. ANY BAD HABITS?
Sloth.

44. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD YOU OWN?
pfft please I'm fucking poor, all my cd's are practical.

45. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Fuck yes, I'm awesome.

46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
only when you don't have a personality. then you're pretty much boned.

47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I draw.

48.WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
OKC

49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Until they fuck it up, yes.

50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My imagination

51. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
....really, is this necessary?

52. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
I'm the person that starts them.

53. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
BIG...ugh....hands.

54. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
MINION! Yve, Yvil, Abbie, Vawn,

55. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
.....I use velcro....

56. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
pralines and dick.....

no, srsly cookies and cream

57. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
black, green, cerealean blue purple.

58. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
two...do you want them?

59. WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
D.S.G.....fek

60. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
if they so choose to waste their time...meh

61. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
my D.S.G.

62. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Ren's spaghetti

63. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
before D.S.G....ren...

64. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE PREFERRED SEX?
eyes.

65. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Ottawa!

66. SCARIEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO YOU?
...getting lost in T.O. with no money.

67. FAVORITE DRINK?
chocolate milk

68. FAVORITE JOKE?
when someone is singing along with a song, I ask "hey...who sings this song?" -reply- "Lets keep it that way!!"


69. FAVORITE SPORT?
rugby

70. YOUR HAIR COLOR?
brown

71. YOUR EYE COLOR?
grey/blue
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72. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
for fun

73. SIBLINGS?
a couple

74. FAVORITE MONTH?
may

75. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
If its fresh

76. LAST THING YOU WATCHED
Regis & Kelly

77. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR
May 1st

78. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
depends...first dates yes...second or third...no.

79.SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer

80. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships

81. WHO DO YOU SECRETLY LOVE?
...if I told you, it wouldn't be a secret...

82. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT?
Dark Eyes

83. LAKE OR OCEAN?
ocean

84. BIGGEST TURNOFF?
Clingy people.

85. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
about an hour ago

86. LAST KISS:
:( when I left oklahoma.

87. LAST TEXT YOU RECIEVED:
from the D.S.G.

88. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH:
no

89. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW:
YES!

90. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME:
Lily, Morgan and Koad

91. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENTED/ ARE ATTENDING:
Rideau

92. WHERE ARE YOU NOW:
In My ROOM

93. ARE YOU SMILING:
Yessum'

94. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING:
Green bolario's, and a cream tank

95. ARE YOU IN LOVE:
Yes,

96. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE:
Serenity

97. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG
anything by xavier rudd

98.WHEN WAS YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP:
before D.S.G, I was with Lawrence, for better or for worse, it was fun.

99. EVER GONE CRAZY?
Do you know who is filling this out by thunder?

100. PLAN ON HAVING FUN SOON
as soon as...OH I am done, YES! YES I DO!!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

A Look Through part 3

Well, here we are, part three. Introducing a couple close ups now, people.



This is my bookshelf, my billy case, I love it, its crammed full. Its about six n a bit feet tall, and wide, I loves it. All black, fits very nice with my black dresser and all the black frames in my room. Its luscious. Filled top to bottom with my stuff, everything on there has a tale to tell. The large box beside the small Djembe? An ex left that behind, Morgan my teddy bunny, in front of my entire collection of graphic novels, obscure novels and my collection of Dresden Files. The second shelf down is my books on Wicca, paganism, myths, occult, dreams and of course my several grimoires, and beneath that, my alter. Well, my symbolic alter, normally while I pray or craft I'm outside so this just keeps a place for the every day homages to my religion. Beneath it is my tool shelf with all the extra parts to my religious paraphernalia. The next two shelves carry various books, some classic novels, my shakespeare collection of individual plays, and text books.



Crammed into the space between my book shelf and my bed is my computer. I have no room for the giant monitor my father gave me, but I LOVE it. What can I say, I like things big.



this is a classic shot right here people, my trash bin, but I wanted to show you the collection of canvas frames I have on the go. Its retarded, plus there is a water colour there, as well as my easle, and what you can't see is my canvas board collection under my dresser safe and sound. THIS is all stuff that doesn't fit into my portfolio under my bed and in the accordian file beside the book shelf. What I'm saying, is I have a lot of art.



This is, my two callithea leprieuri butterflies, one is the outside and one is the inside of the wing, beautiful aren't they? if you want to learn more about these eco-friendly hand-made products check out www.bitsandbugs.com

I have more butterflies coming soon.

Things you may have missed, my hat sitting on the chair by the bookshelf is a G.I. trooper hat with a metal general star pinned to the front. I was gifted this by my dsg and we each own one of these pins. I love my hat.
The wand on my alter is hand made, out of apple, with embroidery thread, a quartz crystal set into its tip and feathers and charms gifted to me by close friends. The feathers are from england, the silver charm is from Beth. <3
The pentagram mirror is my pride and joy and is hung so when I am laying in bed, I can see it reflecting the moon or sun light from outside my window.
And yes, those are -real- cigar boxes that I assimilated into my collection of strange boxes (I have more in my closest you missed). I will use those this year at yule to send gifts in. Be aware people.

A Look Through part 2

And here it is! My room!



This is the art studio portion of my room, my everyday hair products for my mohawk, my phone, my tiny collection of dvds, my paints, some of my stuffed animals (the black bear belonged to my ex, the yellow bear was a gift in high school and the purple moose is a weenie baby I bought as a joke). Beneath the shelves is Kaa's tank on top of my dresser and above the light switch is a picture of DSG, I believe that is the same pic he's using as his dA id currently. Key pieces of interest, my glass pipe is on the far end of the bottom shelf, the books piled up on top are all but two of my sketchbooks from the last five years, and yes, when I can find them I wear those sunglasses.



The sun went behind the clouds for this picture, but its off Kaa's tank, his second light is off because its day light and for about five hours it gets hotter then hell in my room when the sun is shining and his tank lights are on. His tank needs to be cleaned cause he's in a shed cycle. Again.




Panning over you see my closet, see!? the door is off the hinges because I had to move in a storage container that didn't fit with the door on. I left with out returning the door and the screws went missing, so yes, my closet is missing its door. Oh well. I love my ghetto room. you can't see much, cause my closet is tiny and filled with JUNK, but I have Kaa's twisty branch(taken out of his tank because the wire is poking out the end) and my luggage strap/belt. I bought it simply because it was RAINBOW. Bitches. If you look carefully you can find my bottle of absinthe. REAL absinthe. BWAHAHAH is it coming clear to you why I am so crazy yet?



See...there it is...I don't drink it often, so I store it in the only cool, dry place I know its safe.

Next update: my bookself/computer corner of doom and bed, second to none, the best bed in the world.

Monday, April 21, 2008

A Look Through

Well, I figured it's time to let you all in on a little secret of mine, I have a small obsession with my room, I love my room, it is my art studio, my sanctuary, my temple, the place where I sleep, play with my pets, talk on the phone. It is the beating heart of my life, so much is going on and I wanted to capture it one spring day when it was clean(ish) and I had the camera. I plan on doing this in chunks and each picture will have a little story attached.

Have fun.


Yve!

So here I am, standing outside my room, XD great thing about my room is, I don't have a doorknob, the original knob was taken off when my brother temporarily took over the room, and when he moved out, he took both knobs with him? Why,I dunno, so as it stands, I have no knob...ah so true on so many levels.

The Door

A 'asian' good luck charm for you room, suppose to be hanging on my doorknob, but now you know why I'm using a tack. :P

First look

When you first open my door, this is what you see, my bookshelf with most of my worldly possessions, my new computer table with gynormous monitor and my bed.
A couple things that stand out right away, the teddy bunny on the top shelf was my gift from DSG when we went out shooting. The silver silk organza lamp shade which was more then twice is selling price originally. I picked it up for a steal. The photo (yes its crooked in the frame) is an original by Steven Bishop, I believe from 2004. Its one of two prints -is smug-.

What you can't see is my scanner and pile of art waiting to be scanned, it was about two inches thick, behind the chair is my alter. That'll be coming up in the a couple more posts.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Happy April 20th


Well, its April again, its a beautiful, warm sunny day, we're at a high of 23C right now, and it's 4-20!!!

Well, not the time, I was a little busy at 4:20 but, today is the unofficial day of marijuana!!

So...light up, rejoice and enjoy this beautiful spring day.

(in honour of Mj. day, I did yard work. Lots and lots of yardwork.

I'm appriciating my marijuana today...mmhmm

For Ms. Rio

humorous pictures
see more crazy cat pics

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

if gonads came in strap on, I'd need to put on a pair.

Srsly.

I need a pair right now.

I am facing, probably the hardest email I've ever had to write. And I'm not at all sure I want to know the response, but if I don't do it, its just gonna wear on me until I finally snap.

So? why don't I write it, why am I sitting here blogging about it? Cause I'm a chicken shit thats why.

I need either REALLY strong booze, or REALLY good smoke to make this happen.

and moral support. lots and lots of moral support.

BEEEEH.

So I had this friend. We're gonna call her...Nurse Tickler, yah.

Anyway Nurse Tickler and I had been friends for going on 9 years, we met in high school when I was 16 and we (aside from a few bumps in the road) were fast friends, seriously I can think of very few things I did without her in the last 9 years, we got drunk together, she was there when I got my labret pierced, I mean, she was even the force that got me into wicca waaay back when we were young mumps, I mean for fuck sake, half the reason I'm as good an artist is because of her CONSTANT badgering for me to draw more.

Anyway, over 2006 we started making other friends and we spent less and less time together, then over the x-mas season of 2007 she literally drops me like a bad habit, we don't talk, email, chat, call, hang out, nothing, I don't hear from her at all. I email her, nada response, it grew frustrating and at one point I said, well fine if you don't want to at least have the decency to tell me what the fuck is going on, fine, fuck and you too. I wrote her off.

Or at least I tried too, her birthday rolled around, and I realized, we'd spent every single one of our birthdays together in our friendship, and it sucked. So. I called her and left a message. nothing back. Come a few weeks later, a mutual friend (more close to Nurse then me) emails me up and asks if I know how to get a hold of her, I cave and I called her dad, and she answered. I was shocked. I let her know her friend was trying to get a hold of her and that was it. BONEHEAD I should have asked her then, but I was kinda amazed I didn't get the answering machine or her dad.

Since then, its been chewing on me, why? What did I do, or not do to piss her off so much that she turned her back on our friendship of nine years. I 'covertly' asked a couple people we both know and while this sounds insanely conspiracy theory, they all shrugged and turned a blind eye to my questions.

Well, its been little over a year and while I've maintained a fairly drama free year (HOLY SHIT IS IT POSSIBLE?) this fucking monkey on my back won't piss off. I want to know.

SO. Again, I ask a mutual friend to get a hold of her for me, and I get back through the grape vine of said friend of Nurse's and I's, a 'she has my email.' YAH I have her email but does she respond to me? No.

AND here I am, on the ragged edge facing the most difficult email I've ever had to write and I DON'T even know if I want to know WHY.

head, meet desk. - WHAM WHAM WHAM WHAM -

in other news?

I really fucking want to go back to Oklahoma. I miss my dsg. poopies.

Friday, April 11, 2008

pimpin' II

humorous pictures
see more gig-ge-dee

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Updates!

Home from Oklahoma _sobs_

Leaving for Toronto today, will be netless for a week, sorry for the shitty updates.

http://yvilmonster.deviantart.com has been updated EN MASSE!! go check that shit out folks, thats months worth of finished work I have more but they're unfinished sketches and suxor hard.

peace out bitches!!