Its been weeks in the making, I've been allowing myself to be held back by the fear of posting my 100th blog and not making it interesting enough for you all.
Well I'm not going to disappoint, and in the theme of my blog, being basically about nothing and everything and my opinions and finally accepting that I simply couldn't give a shit if I hurt someones feelings, I am going to post a monumental entry.
I hope.
Alright. Where to start, well my last post was a 100 facts about me, and it hasn't changed. I am still that crazy.
I am also still unemployed and rapidly growing more and more in debt. My stress levels are through the roof and I'm not sleeping at night. Ren, I know you don't care how little I sleep, but I do, and falling asleep half way through the afternoon isn't my ball of wax. I hate naps and I've been taking more and more of them because at night, laying in bed, I just can't sleep, I get to thinking about rent, and dog food, and snake food, and my art supplies, and my school loan, which gets me thinking about my school loan, and how much I hate my college and I hate the career I've choosen and I haven't even started to work as a paralegal but I already hate how dirty and underminded people are in this profession.
When I'm not thinking about that, I start to feel guilty because I'm worried I'm not caring for my pets properly and the guilt builds as I realize all the household bills lay in my moms lap cause me and my dad are unemployed and I slowly start to work myself into being wide awake at 3 am laying in bed wondering wtf I'm going to do.
I know what I want to do, but until I've got my debts in order, I can't do any of it. And the worst is, before all this happened, I went on the greatest trip of my life. I went to probably the most boring place a person could pick to go, but I went for all the wrong reasons, ( a guy ) and everything turned out marvelous. I came home, on an absolute high from my trip and discovering this relationship, I've been lucky enough to use it as a safety blanket when I start feeling low.
Which is another thing, bring home all the time makes a person go crazy. I can literally feel my self image dropping everyday I dont' get a job, because my sense of self-worth is just out the window not working and earning. I get stressed, I get guilty, I get depressed. I hate being depressed, its been building pretty much constantly since I came home from Toronto, and its really frustrating, you know when you KNOW something is happening to you, and yet no matter what you do, nothing can stop it from happening. Its still beating you down? I hate fighting I do, and thats what I'm doing, I'm waging an inner battle with myself and I can feel myself losing.
And then I start complaining and I really hate listening to people whine. Especially about situations they get themselves into without using thier brains in their heads. I mean, seriously how can you pretend to be so blind you don't see the shitty situation you're in? Is it because you're head is so far stuffed up your own ass you're can't see anything but your own petty disillusions? I mean really, you are all smart people, fucking use your heads.
As an example. I'm sharing a toke with my parents and we start talking about gas prices, and then we get stared talking about the economy, and food-wars, and the weather patterns and soon my dad is telling me that by the time I'm his age, we're going to be heading into the real global warming and we'll have no food because everyone thinks corn is going to save our ass, when all corn does is bleach the ground and turn it into desert, so we're going to have no rich soil cause all our farm land is being boughten up by governments to grow corn for ethonal. ETHOFUCKINGAL. CARS RUN ON ALCOHOL better then they run on gas or ethonal. Anyway he goes on his huge rant that starts to make sense in my head and I'm thinking and I realize he has a point and it saddens me because my dad, while being a great man in his own rights is a hermit and won't go out and tell people this, I see a cavalcade of fucking SUV's and Ubertrucks parked on my street.
I learn about a car company in Germaine Quebec that has designed and manufactures smart-electronic cars for under 5000$ canadian, and you AREN"T EVEN ALLOWED TO DRIVE THEM IN CANADA (well except B.C). Which brings me to another point, all of our hydro plants, and power plants are slowly rusting away and we're going to be facing not only a food crisis, but an energy crisis also, and people are shitting bricks about nuke-power. FUCK Yah, it;s dangerous cause all the nuke plants are fifty years old and seventy years out dated by technology, but if we had nuke plants that were updated and to code, at least we won't have worry about energy. Which brings me back to gas, I heard the other day that the major family...erm corporations were approached by a world body about the current price of gas, and that it was too high, and if they could all work to gether to fix out oil crisis, we might last another hundred years if america doesn't pick a fight with a country they can't handle. (Gods please, they aren't the biggest kids on the playground anymore, teach them to keep their fat traps shut!)
Anyway, the oil-mongerers said pretty much too bad, you made this bed, now lie in you fuckers.
In the mean time, American Idol is getting more fan response then the war over in afganistan and iraq. WTF PEOPLE. Does anyone even know whats going on ever there?
OKay, maybe some people do, but I don't and its freakin' me out, the war on terror, Al queda, Osama Bin Crazy-mofo, so what has anyone heard anything about the actual terrorists or are we just running around with our pants down? I think we are.
I try to stay updated but when all the media networks are more concerned that Paris Hilton wants to be knocked up in '09, I tend to ignore the news. Seriously. wtf. The world would be a better place if everyone in hollywood was piled into airtight shipping containers and dropped to the bottom of the deepest pit in the ocean. For one, we wouldn't have to deal with all the tripe coming out of hollywood these days...The Love Guru? You Don't Mess With The Zohan? WTF!! Two, all the money that DOES get spent on these stupid people, and these stupid movies might be spent on oh, I don't know, attempting to resolve the worlds issues by people actually going outside and LOOKING AROUND.
I know its a bit hypocritical of me to say this, as I am sat INDOORS at my computer, but on my defense I do go out, I do see the world, I listen, I watch and I am very very aware of how TRUELY fucked we are.
Also, I've put my sketchbook away, I have ONE picture I MUST finished for a friend, but after that I'm done. I can't do it anymore. I'm not even sure why, but I can't. On the upside. I'm writing, I have a couple dozen little poems I've written and I'm working on a story. Mostly for shits and giggles, but I'm loving it simply cause I just sit down and write and don't plot anything. HAH I hope you guys like it when I post it. :D
I do plan on finishing A Look Through, probably in the next day or two, but for anyone of you who like my blog, check out this thingy I have going, the button for Verveearth, as far as I can see, its google earth for blogs, its pretty cool, I have to start checking out my neighbours and see whats going on outside my bubble.
DSG? I love you!
Bish? When the hell are you getting back from Majorca? We misses you!
Ren? Wake up from your nap.
Rio? You're my lovely lady <3
Beth? You're awesome, make with the watercolours.
Vade? Stop fucking disappearing for days on end, and give us a fucking long post already!
And to everyone else? I know I'm crazy, but thats why you love me and keep coming back.
So was this post long enough for you? I hope so, I just heard the first rumble of thunder for this year, in canada, (I heard LOTS when I was in OKLAHOMA, that would be one reason why I would live in OKC, the fucking weather is REDONKULOUS...oh and DSG -nuzzles-)
OOOOH
And you all know how my dad is the orchid king? I totally outdid him, and got my hands on a yellow pepper phalaenopsis. he's always wanted a yellow orchid and now, I have my very own. Its got FOUR open blossoms and is very very very pretty. I love me some crazy parasite plants!
Also, they look like vagina's. HAHAH!!
Friday, May 23, 2008
Friday, April 25, 2008
100 facts
I stole this from jess, off facebook
100 Random Facts About Me
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
the heart shaped one on my left ankle came from an unfortunate biking accident where I ground my ankle against my gear shift, while rolling my bike into a ditch. Yes. it was painful having my ankle twisted around my frame, no I will not tell you what I was doing at the time of the accident which caused said accident. Thought if you know me, and I do tell you, you won't be surprised.
2. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
small, silver rectangular p.o.s.
3. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
folk, indie, anything by xavier rudd.
4. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
I was born in the morning, which defies all reason, cause I hate mornings.
5. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
to be back in oklahoma with my dsg.
6. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
...DSG. and bish, but only cause he's a sexy sexy brit.
7. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
...oooh thats tough, my dog. Probably. when she's cute and well behaved. When she's not, my silver bell anklet.
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
lily of the valley after a rainshower.
9. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Yes.
10. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
only late at night when I'm walking up the stairs. For some reason I have an unrational fear of being taken while on stairs. don't know why.
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME TO WEAR?
Amber, by Trilonka, by the Wind Rose Company.
12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Dreads, long thick, dreads.
13. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
On the beach, somewhere cold, stoney and old.
14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Coffee,nectar of the gods, giver of life.
15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
pralines and dick.
16. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
-snerk- heheheh....uh...breakfast at the Hungry Frog.
17. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
Herzing College, more directly Marlene.
18.DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
several, but only the swear words.
19. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)?
Erm. No clue. I can tell you what the LAST gift was...my G.I hat with general star, from the DSG.
20. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
ehn... have, will again probably. Will avoid it if possible.
21. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
to their face, duh
22. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
69
23. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes
24. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
DSG's.
25. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST LATELY?
people talking on their cell phones while driving.
26. HAS ANYONE EVER SPIT ON U?
yes, and I promptly kicked thier ass.
27. YOUR WEAKNESSES
Chocolate, DSG, Bish, animals in pain and of course, these meme's.
28. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST JOB?
Dairy Queen
29. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Who hasn't...next
30. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
talking on the phone with DSG...currently still on the phone with him.
31. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
...prolly lipo, cause my jiggly pisses me off some days...only when I can't find comfy clothes though.
32. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
for teh lulz
33. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my tits
34. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
rumrunner.
35. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
unlimited plane tickets to anyone where I want...realistically, probably...I dunno my birthday is nine months away...ask me sooner to the end of november.
36. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
three
37. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
My astrological sign, n my grandmother
38. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
all the time
39. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
my right middle finger. I stick it up the most.
40. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
a couple of days ago when I had an emotional conversation with the dsg.
41. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
fuck yes.
42. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Mock Chicken
43. ANY BAD HABITS?
Sloth.
44. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD YOU OWN?
pfft please I'm fucking poor, all my cd's are practical.
45. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Fuck yes, I'm awesome.
46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
only when you don't have a personality. then you're pretty much boned.
47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I draw.
48.WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
OKC
49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Until they fuck it up, yes.
50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My imagination
51. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
....really, is this necessary?
52. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
I'm the person that starts them.
53. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
BIG...ugh....hands.
54. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
MINION! Yve, Yvil, Abbie, Vawn,
55. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
.....I use velcro....
56. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
pralines and dick.....
no, srsly cookies and cream
57. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
black, green, cerealean blue purple.
58. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
two...do you want them?
59. WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
D.S.G.....fek
60. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
if they so choose to waste their time...meh
61. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
my D.S.G.
62. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Ren's spaghetti
63. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
before D.S.G....ren...
64. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE PREFERRED SEX?
eyes.
65. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Ottawa!
66. SCARIEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO YOU?
...getting lost in T.O. with no money.
67. FAVORITE DRINK?
chocolate milk
68. FAVORITE JOKE?
when someone is singing along with a song, I ask "hey...who sings this song?" -reply- "Lets keep it that way!!"
69. FAVORITE SPORT?
rugby
70. YOUR HAIR COLOR?
brown
71. YOUR EYE COLOR?
grey/blue
.
72. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
for fun
73. SIBLINGS?
a couple
74. FAVORITE MONTH?
may
75. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
If its fresh
76. LAST THING YOU WATCHED
Regis & Kelly
77. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR
May 1st
78. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
depends...first dates yes...second or third...no.
79.SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer
80. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships
81. WHO DO YOU SECRETLY LOVE?
...if I told you, it wouldn't be a secret...
82. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT?
Dark Eyes
83. LAKE OR OCEAN?
ocean
84. BIGGEST TURNOFF?
Clingy people.
85. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
about an hour ago
86. LAST KISS:
:( when I left oklahoma.
87. LAST TEXT YOU RECIEVED:
from the D.S.G.
88. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH:
no
89. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW:
YES!
90. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME:
Lily, Morgan and Koad
91. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENTED/ ARE ATTENDING:
Rideau
92. WHERE ARE YOU NOW:
In My ROOM
93. ARE YOU SMILING:
Yessum'
94. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING:
Green bolario's, and a cream tank
95. ARE YOU IN LOVE:
Yes,
96. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE:
Serenity
97. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG
anything by xavier rudd
98.WHEN WAS YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP:
before D.S.G, I was with Lawrence, for better or for worse, it was fun.
99. EVER GONE CRAZY?
Do you know who is filling this out by thunder?
100. PLAN ON HAVING FUN SOON
as soon as...OH I am done, YES! YES I DO!!
100 Random Facts About Me
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
the heart shaped one on my left ankle came from an unfortunate biking accident where I ground my ankle against my gear shift, while rolling my bike into a ditch. Yes. it was painful having my ankle twisted around my frame, no I will not tell you what I was doing at the time of the accident which caused said accident. Thought if you know me, and I do tell you, you won't be surprised.
2. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
small, silver rectangular p.o.s.
3. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
folk, indie, anything by xavier rudd.
4. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
I was born in the morning, which defies all reason, cause I hate mornings.
5. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
to be back in oklahoma with my dsg.
6. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
...DSG. and bish, but only cause he's a sexy sexy brit.
7. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
...oooh thats tough, my dog. Probably. when she's cute and well behaved. When she's not, my silver bell anklet.
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
lily of the valley after a rainshower.
9. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Yes.
10. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
only late at night when I'm walking up the stairs. For some reason I have an unrational fear of being taken while on stairs. don't know why.
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME TO WEAR?
Amber, by Trilonka, by the Wind Rose Company.
12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Dreads, long thick, dreads.
13. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
On the beach, somewhere cold, stoney and old.
14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Coffee,nectar of the gods, giver of life.
15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
pralines and dick.
16. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
-snerk- heheheh....uh...breakfast at the Hungry Frog.
17. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
Herzing College, more directly Marlene.
18.DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
several, but only the swear words.
19. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)?
Erm. No clue. I can tell you what the LAST gift was...my G.I hat with general star, from the DSG.
20. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
ehn... have, will again probably. Will avoid it if possible.
21. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
to their face, duh
22. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
69
23. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes
24. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
DSG's.
25. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST LATELY?
people talking on their cell phones while driving.
26. HAS ANYONE EVER SPIT ON U?
yes, and I promptly kicked thier ass.
27. YOUR WEAKNESSES
Chocolate, DSG, Bish, animals in pain and of course, these meme's.
28. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST JOB?
Dairy Queen
29. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Who hasn't...next
30. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
talking on the phone with DSG...currently still on the phone with him.
31. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
...prolly lipo, cause my jiggly pisses me off some days...only when I can't find comfy clothes though.
32. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
for teh lulz
33. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my tits
34. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
rumrunner.
35. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
unlimited plane tickets to anyone where I want...realistically, probably...I dunno my birthday is nine months away...ask me sooner to the end of november.
36. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
three
37. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
My astrological sign, n my grandmother
38. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
all the time
39. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
my right middle finger. I stick it up the most.
40. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
a couple of days ago when I had an emotional conversation with the dsg.
41. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
fuck yes.
42. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Mock Chicken
43. ANY BAD HABITS?
Sloth.
44. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD YOU OWN?
pfft please I'm fucking poor, all my cd's are practical.
45. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Fuck yes, I'm awesome.
46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
only when you don't have a personality. then you're pretty much boned.
47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I draw.
48.WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
OKC
49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Until they fuck it up, yes.
50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My imagination
51. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
....really, is this necessary?
52. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
I'm the person that starts them.
53. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
BIG...ugh....hands.
54. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
MINION! Yve, Yvil, Abbie, Vawn,
55. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
.....I use velcro....
56. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
pralines and dick.....
no, srsly cookies and cream
57. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
black, green, cerealean blue purple.
58. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
two...do you want them?
59. WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
D.S.G.....fek
60. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
if they so choose to waste their time...meh
61. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
my D.S.G.
62. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Ren's spaghetti
63. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
before D.S.G....ren...
64. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE PREFERRED SEX?
eyes.
65. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Ottawa!
66. SCARIEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO YOU?
...getting lost in T.O. with no money.
67. FAVORITE DRINK?
chocolate milk
68. FAVORITE JOKE?
when someone is singing along with a song, I ask "hey...who sings this song?" -reply- "Lets keep it that way!!"
69. FAVORITE SPORT?
rugby
70. YOUR HAIR COLOR?
brown
71. YOUR EYE COLOR?
grey/blue
.
72. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
for fun
73. SIBLINGS?
a couple
74. FAVORITE MONTH?
may
75. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
If its fresh
76. LAST THING YOU WATCHED
Regis & Kelly
77. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR
May 1st
78. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
depends...first dates yes...second or third...no.
79.SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer
80. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships
81. WHO DO YOU SECRETLY LOVE?
...if I told you, it wouldn't be a secret...
82. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT?
Dark Eyes
83. LAKE OR OCEAN?
ocean
84. BIGGEST TURNOFF?
Clingy people.
85. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
about an hour ago
86. LAST KISS:
:( when I left oklahoma.
87. LAST TEXT YOU RECIEVED:
from the D.S.G.
88. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH:
no
89. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW:
YES!
90. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME:
Lily, Morgan and Koad
91. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENTED/ ARE ATTENDING:
Rideau
92. WHERE ARE YOU NOW:
In My ROOM
93. ARE YOU SMILING:
Yessum'
94. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING:
Green bolario's, and a cream tank
95. ARE YOU IN LOVE:
Yes,
96. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE:
Serenity
97. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG
anything by xavier rudd
98.WHEN WAS YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP:
before D.S.G, I was with Lawrence, for better or for worse, it was fun.
99. EVER GONE CRAZY?
Do you know who is filling this out by thunder?
100. PLAN ON HAVING FUN SOON
as soon as...OH I am done, YES! YES I DO!!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
A Look Through part 3
Well, here we are, part three. Introducing a couple close ups now, people.
This is my bookshelf, my billy case, I love it, its crammed full. Its about six n a bit feet tall, and wide, I loves it. All black, fits very nice with my black dresser and all the black frames in my room. Its luscious. Filled top to bottom with my stuff, everything on there has a tale to tell. The large box beside the small Djembe? An ex left that behind, Morgan my teddy bunny, in front of my entire collection of graphic novels, obscure novels and my collection of Dresden Files. The second shelf down is my books on Wicca, paganism, myths, occult, dreams and of course my several grimoires, and beneath that, my alter. Well, my symbolic alter, normally while I pray or craft I'm outside so this just keeps a place for the every day homages to my religion. Beneath it is my tool shelf with all the extra parts to my religious paraphernalia. The next two shelves carry various books, some classic novels, my shakespeare collection of individual plays, and text books.
Crammed into the space between my book shelf and my bed is my computer. I have no room for the giant monitor my father gave me, but I LOVE it. What can I say, I like things big.
this is a classic shot right here people, my trash bin, but I wanted to show you the collection of canvas frames I have on the go. Its retarded, plus there is a water colour there, as well as my easle, and what you can't see is my canvas board collection under my dresser safe and sound. THIS is all stuff that doesn't fit into my portfolio under my bed and in the accordian file beside the book shelf. What I'm saying, is I have a lot of art.
This is, my two callithea leprieuri butterflies, one is the outside and one is the inside of the wing, beautiful aren't they? if you want to learn more about these eco-friendly hand-made products check out www.bitsandbugs.com
I have more butterflies coming soon.
Things you may have missed, my hat sitting on the chair by the bookshelf is a G.I. trooper hat with a metal general star pinned to the front. I was gifted this by my dsg and we each own one of these pins. I love my hat.
The wand on my alter is hand made, out of apple, with embroidery thread, a quartz crystal set into its tip and feathers and charms gifted to me by close friends. The feathers are from england, the silver charm is from Beth. <3
The pentagram mirror is my pride and joy and is hung so when I am laying in bed, I can see it reflecting the moon or sun light from outside my window.
And yes, those are -real- cigar boxes that I assimilated into my collection of strange boxes (I have more in my closest you missed). I will use those this year at yule to send gifts in. Be aware people.
This is my bookshelf, my billy case, I love it, its crammed full. Its about six n a bit feet tall, and wide, I loves it. All black, fits very nice with my black dresser and all the black frames in my room. Its luscious. Filled top to bottom with my stuff, everything on there has a tale to tell. The large box beside the small Djembe? An ex left that behind, Morgan my teddy bunny, in front of my entire collection of graphic novels, obscure novels and my collection of Dresden Files. The second shelf down is my books on Wicca, paganism, myths, occult, dreams and of course my several grimoires, and beneath that, my alter. Well, my symbolic alter, normally while I pray or craft I'm outside so this just keeps a place for the every day homages to my religion. Beneath it is my tool shelf with all the extra parts to my religious paraphernalia. The next two shelves carry various books, some classic novels, my shakespeare collection of individual plays, and text books.
Crammed into the space between my book shelf and my bed is my computer. I have no room for the giant monitor my father gave me, but I LOVE it. What can I say, I like things big.
this is a classic shot right here people, my trash bin, but I wanted to show you the collection of canvas frames I have on the go. Its retarded, plus there is a water colour there, as well as my easle, and what you can't see is my canvas board collection under my dresser safe and sound. THIS is all stuff that doesn't fit into my portfolio under my bed and in the accordian file beside the book shelf. What I'm saying, is I have a lot of art.
This is, my two callithea leprieuri butterflies, one is the outside and one is the inside of the wing, beautiful aren't they? if you want to learn more about these eco-friendly hand-made products check out www.bitsandbugs.com
I have more butterflies coming soon.
Things you may have missed, my hat sitting on the chair by the bookshelf is a G.I. trooper hat with a metal general star pinned to the front. I was gifted this by my dsg and we each own one of these pins. I love my hat.
The wand on my alter is hand made, out of apple, with embroidery thread, a quartz crystal set into its tip and feathers and charms gifted to me by close friends. The feathers are from england, the silver charm is from Beth. <3
The pentagram mirror is my pride and joy and is hung so when I am laying in bed, I can see it reflecting the moon or sun light from outside my window.
And yes, those are -real- cigar boxes that I assimilated into my collection of strange boxes (I have more in my closest you missed). I will use those this year at yule to send gifts in. Be aware people.
A Look Through part 2
And here it is! My room!
This is the art studio portion of my room, my everyday hair products for my mohawk, my phone, my tiny collection of dvds, my paints, some of my stuffed animals (the black bear belonged to my ex, the yellow bear was a gift in high school and the purple moose is a weenie baby I bought as a joke). Beneath the shelves is Kaa's tank on top of my dresser and above the light switch is a picture of DSG, I believe that is the same pic he's using as his dA id currently. Key pieces of interest, my glass pipe is on the far end of the bottom shelf, the books piled up on top are all but two of my sketchbooks from the last five years, and yes, when I can find them I wear those sunglasses.
The sun went behind the clouds for this picture, but its off Kaa's tank, his second light is off because its day light and for about five hours it gets hotter then hell in my room when the sun is shining and his tank lights are on. His tank needs to be cleaned cause he's in a shed cycle. Again.
Panning over you see my closet, see!? the door is off the hinges because I had to move in a storage container that didn't fit with the door on. I left with out returning the door and the screws went missing, so yes, my closet is missing its door. Oh well. I love my ghetto room. you can't see much, cause my closet is tiny and filled with JUNK, but I have Kaa's twisty branch(taken out of his tank because the wire is poking out the end) and my luggage strap/belt. I bought it simply because it was RAINBOW. Bitches. If you look carefully you can find my bottle of absinthe. REAL absinthe. BWAHAHAH is it coming clear to you why I am so crazy yet?
See...there it is...I don't drink it often, so I store it in the only cool, dry place I know its safe.
Next update: my bookself/computer corner of doom and bed, second to none, the best bed in the world.
This is the art studio portion of my room, my everyday hair products for my mohawk, my phone, my tiny collection of dvds, my paints, some of my stuffed animals (the black bear belonged to my ex, the yellow bear was a gift in high school and the purple moose is a weenie baby I bought as a joke). Beneath the shelves is Kaa's tank on top of my dresser and above the light switch is a picture of DSG, I believe that is the same pic he's using as his dA id currently. Key pieces of interest, my glass pipe is on the far end of the bottom shelf, the books piled up on top are all but two of my sketchbooks from the last five years, and yes, when I can find them I wear those sunglasses.
The sun went behind the clouds for this picture, but its off Kaa's tank, his second light is off because its day light and for about five hours it gets hotter then hell in my room when the sun is shining and his tank lights are on. His tank needs to be cleaned cause he's in a shed cycle. Again.
Panning over you see my closet, see!? the door is off the hinges because I had to move in a storage container that didn't fit with the door on. I left with out returning the door and the screws went missing, so yes, my closet is missing its door. Oh well. I love my ghetto room. you can't see much, cause my closet is tiny and filled with JUNK, but I have Kaa's twisty branch(taken out of his tank because the wire is poking out the end) and my luggage strap/belt. I bought it simply because it was RAINBOW. Bitches. If you look carefully you can find my bottle of absinthe. REAL absinthe. BWAHAHAH is it coming clear to you why I am so crazy yet?
See...there it is...I don't drink it often, so I store it in the only cool, dry place I know its safe.
Next update: my bookself/computer corner of doom and bed, second to none, the best bed in the world.
Monday, April 21, 2008
A Look Through
Well, I figured it's time to let you all in on a little secret of mine, I have a small obsession with my room, I love my room, it is my art studio, my sanctuary, my temple, the place where I sleep, play with my pets, talk on the phone. It is the beating heart of my life, so much is going on and I wanted to capture it one spring day when it was clean(ish) and I had the camera. I plan on doing this in chunks and each picture will have a little story attached.
Have fun.
Yve!
So here I am, standing outside my room, XD great thing about my room is, I don't have a doorknob, the original knob was taken off when my brother temporarily took over the room, and when he moved out, he took both knobs with him? Why,I dunno, so as it stands, I have no knob...ah so true on so many levels.
The Door
A 'asian' good luck charm for you room, suppose to be hanging on my doorknob, but now you know why I'm using a tack. :P
First look
When you first open my door, this is what you see, my bookshelf with most of my worldly possessions, my new computer table with gynormous monitor and my bed.
A couple things that stand out right away, the teddy bunny on the top shelf was my gift from DSG when we went out shooting. The silver silk organza lamp shade which was more then twice is selling price originally. I picked it up for a steal. The photo (yes its crooked in the frame) is an original by Steven Bishop, I believe from 2004. Its one of two prints -is smug-.
What you can't see is my scanner and pile of art waiting to be scanned, it was about two inches thick, behind the chair is my alter. That'll be coming up in the a couple more posts.
Have fun.
Yve! So here I am, standing outside my room, XD great thing about my room is, I don't have a doorknob, the original knob was taken off when my brother temporarily took over the room, and when he moved out, he took both knobs with him? Why,I dunno, so as it stands, I have no knob...ah so true on so many levels.
The Door A 'asian' good luck charm for you room, suppose to be hanging on my doorknob, but now you know why I'm using a tack. :P
First lookWhen you first open my door, this is what you see, my bookshelf with most of my worldly possessions, my new computer table with gynormous monitor and my bed.
A couple things that stand out right away, the teddy bunny on the top shelf was my gift from DSG when we went out shooting. The silver silk organza lamp shade which was more then twice is selling price originally. I picked it up for a steal. The photo (yes its crooked in the frame) is an original by Steven Bishop, I believe from 2004. Its one of two prints -is smug-.
What you can't see is my scanner and pile of art waiting to be scanned, it was about two inches thick, behind the chair is my alter. That'll be coming up in the a couple more posts.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Happy April 20th
Well, its April again, its a beautiful, warm sunny day, we're at a high of 23C right now, and it's 4-20!!!
Well, not the time, I was a little busy at 4:20 but, today is the unofficial day of marijuana!!
So...light up, rejoice and enjoy this beautiful spring day.
(in honour of Mj. day, I did yard work. Lots and lots of yardwork.
I'm appriciating my marijuana today...mmhmm
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